A Patient’s Story: Advocating for your Care

By Sherri J.

My platelets were reported to be above 450 in 2015 at my first doctor’s appointment after returning to the United States from an 11-year assignment in Italy. My doctor told me it was nothing to worry about, to take a low-dose aspirin, and he would watch it. I inquired a time or two at follow-up appointments but was assured not to worry, without any explanation. Every time I got tested it was above normal, but I knew nothing about the seriousness of a potential MPN issue.

About a year ago I started having what I know now to be increasing symptoms of ET. I felt as if I was significantly aging with fatigue, lack of appetite, headaches, dizziness. Over the next 3 to 4 months, the symptoms became unbearable. I blamed all of my symptoms on other things: stress and anxiety, menopause, allergies, work life balance issues, my diabetes, my pursuit for my doctorate while working a fast pace full time job with 5 hours or less of sleep. You name it, I was able to tie almost every issue that I was experiencing to something else, so I never brought things up to the same doctor. Soon my platelet count jumped almost 100K and that was after a steady incline over the previous year. My PCP finally put some things together and decided it was time to see an oncologist.

The oncologist I saw was not an MPN specialist. My first sign that this oncologist was not a good match for me was at the initial appointment, I shared in writing and verbally my complete history, chief symptom complaints, and as he was leaving the room, he told me my platelet count wasn’t high enough to cause symptoms for what he has seen with other patients. He totally wrote it off. I didn’t say anything at the time because getting into specialists in my area is quite difficult. I told my husband on the way home, this was not the doctor for me.

The doctor did run extensive bloodwork, and one significant finding was that I am JAK2 positive. Knowing I was JAK2 positive, I decided to call UVA who has MPN experts and see if they were accepting new patients. She was surprised the first doctor did not order a BMB and said I would have that procedure the day of my first appointment if I agreed to it. An hour before my scheduled appointment, the doctor called and advised me I was JAK2 positive and to come back in 3 months. I asked him “what about my symptoms?” He said take a low dose aspirin and he would see me in 3 months, gave me a 1-minute explanation that I likely have an MPN. No talk about a BMB, any treatment, risks, explanation of what an MPN is, nothing.

From the moment I walked up to the desk at the UVA Cancer Center, I felt I made the right decision. I handed the intake nurse the same organized document and she passed it to the doctor before he came in. He was so happy to have that information and said he wishes more patients did that. He spent over an hour with my husband and me explaining what an MPN is, what the test results I had meant, what he would learn from the BMB, what each outcome could be (PV, ET, MF). He explained progression. He made sure every question was asked and fully answered. I advised him that my relationship with my medical team would be just as important as my treatment and that I wanted to feel as if I had a seat at the table for treatment planning. I knew I was in the right place.

Once my BMB confirmed my diagnosis, my doctor felt Besremi was the best course of treatment, but insurance approval could be an obstacle until it is FDA approved. We agreed I would start on 500 mg of Hydroxyurea twice a day and continue the low dose aspirin. At my next follow-up my platelets came down, the doctor said I wasn’t resistant to HU but I wasn’t tolerating it well, so he wanted to approach my insurance company about the Besremi and got approved a few days later.

After some tweaks of my dosing and some side effects, my numbers were perfect and what my doctor was hoping to see. Although my blood counts were all in line, I still have pretty significant symptoms, so he increased my dose of Besremi which really helped. I decreased HU to one 500 mg dose on Monday only. He said I’m super reactive and I may not have to go up to 500 mcg of the Besremi. The trial pushes folks as high as they can stand but he doesn’t think it is always necessary.

So as of early September, clinically, I am in good shape and any raises in the dosage will alleviate my symptoms, the worst are fatigue and headaches. He will continue biweekly dosage increases up to 300 mcg as long as I can tolerate it. He will then leave it up to me whether to titrate or not. There is a balancing act between toxicity and alleviating symptoms, so my feedback is important to him. My doctor is hopeful because HU brought my numbers down and Besremi made them perfect after only two doses. He has seen that that HU success coincides with success with Besremi.

A Patient’s Story: Perseverance and Advocacy

Julie describes her PV journey as one that was initially filled with confusion, anxiety and an unclear path. In 1997, just 6 months after her father passed away from Non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma, abnormal lab results and her recent family history prompted her doctor to perform a bone marrow biopsy. At just 26 years old, she didn’t think twice when the biopsy was all clear and she was given a clean bill of health. 

Years later, an athlete and competitive mountain biker, Julie’s body suddenly refused to cooperate. After a noticeable change in her performance, she went to the doctor again. This time the doctor ordered a series of tests…and then an ultrasound…and then a heart catheterization. Her healthcare team had assured her, she was young, she was thin, she was in shape, she had no family history of heart problems, she was probably fine. Boy, were they wrong! Julie  had a 90 % blockage in her left anterior descending artery. Now, in her 30’s, she was told she would need a stent. What, no way?! she was on her way to Miami Beach with her friends, she had a bikini all picked out,  she was not doing surgeries and stents and hospitals. But that is exactly what she did. And afterwards, she felt amazing. 

This is where we have to stop and ask ourselves, why would a young woman with no family history of heart problems, who was thin, fit and otherwise well have this kind of episode? Well, the doctors didn’t know, so they labeled it coronary artery disease, told her to cut back on salt and sent her on her way. 

In 2008, Julie was racing motorcycles and working 60 hours a week. She was in charge of a large software roll out at the company she worked for…but something was off. In one week, her stomach was swollen, she lost her appetite, and when she did eat she was full almost immediately. By day four, she was so uncomfortable she couldn’t sleep, that’s when she headed to the ER. A percussion test revealed that her abdomen was filled with fluid (ascites) and they drained 2.2 liters that night. After being poked and prodded, they admitted her to the hospital and though perplexed, felt she may have ovarian cancer. The next six weeks were filled with various bouts of internal bleeding affecting multiple organs and bouncing in and out of the hospital, mostly in. It turns out, she had a serious clot in the hepatic vein that runs from the liver to the heart. Her liver was being strangled and “sweating like a quart of milk.” Not only was Julie unwell, but she was out of work during a pivotal moment for her company and her career. She felt as though was letting a lot of people down by being sick. 

At this point, she had a team of doctors who reviewed her medical records for the last 15 years. Enter the young, vibrant (and I would like to imagine) attractive doctor with a brand new Jak2 genetic blood test. The results? Julie was positive, and so were her doctors.  After a decade-long medical odyssey,  Julie was formally diagnosed with Polycythemia Vera. Another member from her medical team  told her, “Your life as you know it is over. You ride motorcycles, forget that, you’re not doing that. You’re 38, well you won’t have kids because you’ll have  a high-risk pregnancy. You are going to be on blood thinners for the rest of your life..” And the list went on. 

“You have to be feeling down, and then notice that if you start feeling more down, it takes twice the work to get back up again. And that’s what PV has taught me, so it’s not avoidance [of getting down] it’s more about where I am going to look? I learned that from motorcycling, wherever you look, that’s where you go.” Once stabilized, she walked out of the hospital, and looked up at the moon for the first time in 6 weeks. She felt lucky that she was even able to walk out of the hospital, some people were not. 

She said she has learned to sit with the fear, anxiety, and frustration when they creep up instead of running from them. But she doesn’t stay there, “you can go cry in your room, but you can’t just stay there and die.” Julie remembers that people usually die with PV, but not from it and that she is living with cancer. 

How did she cope? She started keeping track of how she felt each day. She was forced to get better at listening to her body. After a while, she saw patterns emerging and associations between her feelings and her lab work. For example, when her hematocrit spikes her scalp gets itchy and her fingertips get red. When this happens she knows it’s time for a phlebotomy. The more she knew about herself, the more she felt she was able to take care of herself, and that confidence reduced her anxiety. From there, she was able to start talking to the people around her about what she was experiencing and what she needed. She was even able to begin to direct her medical team, sharing with them important associations and symptoms that they could use to make better decisions about her treatment together. 

Four years after her diagnosis, Julie and her husband welcomed their son into the world. Pregnancy suited her, and her PV. Not only did she become a mom, she also became a mentor to MPN patients. She said that what she went through, and what she still goes through is more purposeful if she can share it to help someone else feel less afraid, less isolated, and less confused. 

Julie emphasized that PV has been and continues to be a journey, she hasn’t arrived, the journey is still in process. She said, “PV is the gift I didn’t want because it made me more grateful for the life I have, more aware of the people around me, more open to the world and its beauty…and it didn’t start out that way.”

If you want to learn more about Julie’s journey you can see her talk about her story on Facebook or read more about her at Woman’s Day. She also did a quick video about itching and is available to connect with other patients at  pvmamawarrior@gmail.com.

A Patient Story: If I Only Knew

I’m 38 today and was diagnosed with ET at age 21 while in college in 2007, following a routine blood test. I took the blood test so that I could donate bone marrow to earn money ($400 at the time) for an upcoming study abroad trip. Apart from the increased platelet count, I did not have other noticeable symptoms.  The blood test results indicated an increased platelet count, and I was not permitted to donate bone marrow.  I underwent a bone marrow biopsy many months later, which confirmed the diagnosis of ET. I am JAK2+.
Between that time period in college and today, I’ve been on and off hydroxyurea, on and off baby aspirin, got married, had two children, learned more about bleeding and other symptoms related to high platelet counts and have met new members of the MPN community. I wish I knew then how much hormone levels and clotting issues can impact women’s reproductive health. Interestingly, I learned after my son was born that I also carry the gene for hemophilia A, an incurable bleeding disorder. Call me if you’d like to talk about both clotting or bleeding!
These days, I do occasionally experience incredible fatigue and frequently find myself scratching itchy skin (particularly after the shower) and have noticed some vision changes but am not sure if that can be attributed to ET. Today, I’m so grateful for the knowledge I’ve gained and the support available to me in the MPN community, especially MPN Advocacy and Education International.

A Patient Story: Labor of Love

I have been living with an MPN for thirty-four years and sometimes that’s hard to believe!

When I was a young thirty years old, I was diagnosed with Essential Thrombocythemia.  After several years of adjusting to that diagnosis, my life became very routine.  I was working part-time as a teacher, raising two kids, and my husband and I were foster parents.  And six years after my diagnosis we adopted our third child.

Time moved along and in 2016 I was diagnosed with Myelofibrosis. Although I always knew that myelofibrosis was a possibility, I must admit the diagnosis shocked me.  Treatment started and we met with a transplant doctor to search for a donor. Much to our surprise we discovered that I had no donors in the registry.  I was also told that I would have less than a 1% chance of finding a matched donor due to having not one, but two rare HLA markers.

That disappointment was the motivation I needed to start helping myself and others.  My community helped me host donor drives and raise money for BeTheMatch.  We added over one thousand donors to the registry in three donor drives! I joined Facebook groups specifically for myelofibrosis and from these groups, I learned that patients consider the date they receive their new stem cells as their new birthday.

Even though a transplant was not going to be in my near future, I wanted to spread joy to those having a stem cell transplant.  I started making personalized “Happy Birthday” pillowcases and looked for patients in the Facebook groups posting about their upcoming transplants. The pillowcases are made from fabric printed with Happy Birthday, and I add a colorful border that has their name embroidered on it. Before I ship the pillowcases, I take a picture and post it to the Facebook page which allows me to get the word out that I gift pillowcases and for other group members to post well wishes. Now about 40% of the pillowcases I ship are based on requests and that makes me very happy!

Since I started making the pillowcases in the Fall of 2016, I have shipped two hundred ninety-two pillowcases to forty-one states and to seven countries!

I have found different kinds of happy birthday fabric so the patient never knows what design they will receive.  My pillowcases are made with prayers for the patient’s peace, patience, and perseverance as they recover.

I’ve come to realize that my diagnosis with not one, but two MPNs has become a real blessing to me.  We would not have adopted our youngest child without this diagnosis, I would not have had so many friends and family tell me how much I mean to them without this diagnosis, and I would not have been able to spread so much joy through the gift of the pillowcases without this diagnosis.

I feel that my life is like a book. It is up to me to decide how I am going to fill those pages. I have been blessed by a God who loves me fiercely and has given me an attitude of gratitude. So, I will fill those pages with goodness and work on blessing others.

Stumbling Through PV

“Even if you stumble, you are still moving forward.” This is my go-to quote when life’s difficulties arise. Hearing the words, you’ve got cancer
multiple times will make you feel like you are stumbling through life. The question is how do you stop the feeling of stumbling through a
cancer diagnosis?

In November 2017, I came back from a 200-mile bike ride and felt a little more fatigued and weak than usual. My platelets were in the high 700 range. Docs initially thought this was from inflammation from my bike ride. After a number of blood tests and a bone marrow biopsy, I was initially diagnosed with Essential Thrombocytosis. My diagnosis changed two years ago to Polycythemia Vera. In retrospect, I truly believe I was having symptoms long before my diagnosis. Learning how to manage your symptoms takes a lot of trial and error and patience. Being open to making a little change in your daily routine here and there to manage some of your symptoms is really helpful. When you try something different, write down the change and try that change for a week or so. If the change works for you, move forward. If not, try to find another little tweak of change to help you with your symptoms.

Some of my most challenging symptoms initially were itchy skin, fatigue, and gut issues. Some tweaks to my daily routine such as increased hydration, tweaking of my diet, taking lukewarm & quick showers, and being active most days, have really helped me. Additionally, my current medications and an occasional phlebotomy have really helped manage most of my symptoms. On a day when your symptoms are challenging, just give yourself some grace and relax. Remember as we age, not every little symptom we experience is related to our MPNs.
Finally, a cancer journey is never easy and can feel like you are stumbling through life. When you stumble, you have to learn how to get back up and move on which can be challenging. For me, my attitude about my PV diagnosis now is, that this is just a little stumble on life’s road. That helps me move forward and focus on living every day in this journey called life.